Saturday, May 24, 2008
hmmm..thanks for ur choclate and my fav. sweets... hmmm my brother say the choclate is nice and he say thanks to u .. haha.. next time dun waste the money buy all tis stuff le la... eat too much later he will become fat fat... ahha... anyway thanks..
hmmm... so bored...
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
23:52
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
so funny.. and i didnt even knew.. pls CHANGE it(ur insurance)...cos i dun wan anyone to badmouth me too or scold u for being STUPID!! dun put under my name..i'm someone not worth it and even anything happen to u now(touch wood)i wont take a single cent from ur insurance too....and thanks to u... i realise alot of things too...so much things u say now i den realise tat i actually had so much things undone?? haha.. nvm ya...
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
14:05
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i'm trying so hard so hard...to start everything afresh...in the past, too many things had happen... i lie to u,i admit...but all those lies doesnt matter at all cos to me all is jus white lies...believe it or not is up to u...
how impt & how much i love u in the past,how i really treat u, how i cos of u i dont even mind giving up my everything...now we break le, everyone include u seems to for4 how much i'm in love with u in th past...the promises i made had broke cos i left u..i promiseu alot of things when i'm with u but ask urself why being with u for 4years plus le,i give up tis r/s?? do u think i'm not sad too?? who knows when i'm totally give up everything when i left u??who knows when i'm crying deep down in my heart when i know we cant be together anymore...how determine i need to be??how hard i push myself??in the end,i choose to let go...and i move on...
in my heart, u still stand a place, tat's y i dun wanna lose u as a friend even we had break off...to me...everything seems to be a dream...a dream abt a devil and a angel...now awake,and everything seem so different le...
by the word u say, pls touch ur heart and recall back how i treat u and ur family...and oso ur devil!!!am i tat kind of person??if yes..i got nth to say anymore..as i say be4 , i dun think i need to explain much cos i had no guilty of anything..my consience is clear...
for once i know i'm deeply in love with u...blame me for being useless..cos i dun have the strength to cont tis r/s anymore..so i give up...i'm sorry...i know u can find someone tat can accept ur everything...i'll put this love deeply inside my heart and i'll recall the happy times we had in the past, and say "i never regret being with u"cos being with u ,i had so much happiness from u...thanks baby"
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
10:00
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
He moved to a new town,
felt like he was lost,
he always wore a frown,
till he seen the angel across,
one day he met her,
it was like a sign,
she was so pretty just,
endless like time,
together they fell,
in deep love real fast,
vowed to love each other,
that they'd always last,
then it got stronger,
deeper than thought,
he'd love her forever,
felt life was to short,
then something went wrong,
and they spent less time,
the boy started to wonder,
is she even still mine,
till one day she called,
and heres what she said,
"id rather be alone,
then with u instead,
from that day on,
inside more he died,
he couldn't let go,
no matter how hard he tried,
two and a half years have past,
in life he feels he has no part,
twenty-one days later,
he died from a broken heart,
heres to all u lovers,
who don't picture your selfs apart,
make sure you cherish every moment,
right from the very start....
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
00:56
Age of six
He loved her so
And everyday
He'd let her know
"I love you Grace"
He'd say each day
She'd just laugh
And run away
Till one day
She turned around
And sat with him
On the playground
"I'm sorry Chris
I don't love you
You'll find someone else
Who loves you too"
Highschool came
They met again
They laughed about
The things back then
They began to date
And fell in love
He got the girl
That he'd dreamed of
But when college came
Everything changed
They were far apart
With lives rearranged
"We'll be fine Grace"
But she had doubt
She turned and said
"It won't work out"
"I'm sorry Chris
I can't love you
You'll find someone else
Who loves you too"
In their twenties
They met again
They laughed about
The things back then
He took her hand
They began to dance
Remembering
Their old romance
Two years later
She became his wife
They'd be together
All of their life
They went on a drive
When it was no longer light
They drove down the roads
Of the starry night
The music came on
She started to sing
He whispered, "Grace
You're my everything"
But then suddenly
In one big flash
Headlights shone
As their car crashed
He saw her laying
Down on the ground
He felt his tears
Start rolling down
"Grace..." he cried
She took his hand
"I have to leave...
Please understand"
"I love you so much
It's always been true
But you'll find someone else
And you'll love again too"
"No," he cried
"It's always been you
I don't want someone else
I only want you"
And there on that street
Is where he cried
Hugging his love
As she slowly died
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
00:55
Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we'd be apart
When you held me, you said "Forever"
Now that you're gone, I know you meant "Never"
Saying you loved me with that look in your eyes
And that, too, was a cold-hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss
As I sit here thinking of you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should have cried long ago
But I just loved you so
I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep, it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal, and I'll go on with my life
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
00:43
Monday, April 14, 2008
i was thinking..when i sit alone and cry..who knows?? when im feeling hurt to the extend i wanna disappear in my life ..den who's there?? isnt im alone too??i choose to keep quiet and hack care abt everything..cos i jus wan a peaceful life...
im the bad person again?? haha..i feel so funny abt everything...i say be4 le...i dun mind being the bad person as long u're happy and pls be true to ur own heart!!! im contented today..cos i finally can blow out everything to the one i trusted...i feel so relieved!!
i feel sad not totally cos of her.. is u my trusted bro!!
thanks for saying me in ur blog... that makes me feel im so useless actually...but smth i reli realise le.. im totally right choosing this road...
since so many ppl like to view my blog.. i will let u all see.. wat my true words are...
once again .. i'm telling all of my friends...pls listen...
*i love my gf alot now although is jus 3 months plus, i believe in times pass we'll prove to everyone that we're in love with each other.....and the only one that stay at my heart now is SHEENA TAN!!!!
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
20:05
i though everything is so simple... i tot is ended.. but indeed it will never end..haiz...
i say it once and for all...my life is my life.. ur life is u to decide...im not controlling u nor holding u on...from today onwards,my life wont have u anymore...is enough is enough...i'm tired too...
i dun want any of our friends to stuck in btw us.. i say le.. everything is over... why cant jus treat everything is the past le... and start afresh everything anew...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hope this will be the last time im saying all tis...be it u all can accept it or not...all is the past!!!now is a new starting..a new year!!everything is different le...dunn look back anymore...look out for the future pls!!!!!!!
shinibiwozheyanghenxinde....
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
14:27
Sunday, April 06, 2008
hmmm.. off day tml.. but got to wake up ealy to go pray pray.. haiz.. tired..
so stress at work today..so many things to do and handle...the working time will never ended de... kaoz..
went movie with dear and pat and chris today... haha.. so funny .. see pat and chris so close... they seem to be together?? haha.. i'll get the ans fromm her when i'm back to work den... haha..i'm happy for them too... :) i jus wanna see couples that are together to be xinfu and recieve happiness... that will be my wish ba...
today is a special day>?? haha... but after 12 le.. is another day passes so fast..
jus wondering why ppl are so different nowadays... feel so moody...so sian...so moodless suddenly now... sob sob... miss u real lots..
:__(
meiyouniderizhizhemeguo
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
02:55
Saturday, April 05, 2008
haiz... got to do tying in office today dunno till wat time le... boring...
yawnz.. this coming thur actually going PLAY to club... but bird they all say st james power station got dunno wat les event ,so going there to club... very long no go st.james too le... hahha.. looking forward to dance with all my siao friends... hahah
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
19:01
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