Saturday, August 27, 2005
been thinking alot alot alot... am i reli tat bad?? mayb i'm... i cant let u feel anything at all... r u asking me to let u go?? are you?? if yes, then i'll do it then... i wanted go find u ... but wat kind of reply is tat when i say wan go find u? i know i make u angry make u feel sad... but do i deserve tis kind of treatment from u?? YES!! i deserve it.. i know all along i'm jus holding u on... am i rite?? u msg me jus now say u HATE me?? wat can i reply?? wat else wat i say?? hating me make u feel beta ma?? if yes go ahead n hate me ba.. other than tat i reli dunno wat else i can do le.. i dun even dare to do anything now to u.. dun even dare to call u nor msg u at all...
is there still love btw us?? or we jus holding on to each other>??i know there wont be any ending but loving u is it wrong too??y my care n concern become e tot of controlling u...do i reli controll u so so much?? do i reli like tat JASON??to the extend of tat possive??AM I??by giving u all e stuff tat u like is not to make u feel guilty or pity me!!i jus wanna give u e things tat u like it onli...cos u're my love one... i know u will be happy but u dun seem it... u seem to pity me being with me pei me...is it like tat??
u say i'm being possive all along... u say i dun even care abt ur feelings n hurt u..i onli know how to make u sad n spoil ur day.. but when i know watever things tat i do for u n other ppl get e credits, then how i feel?? i didnt say anything too cos i know we had no chioce.. i never blame u or wat...cos i know we got to be like tis..
after all, i know is my fault for saying all e harsh things to u.. i make u sad i spoil ur day i ADMIT.. but will u give me any chance to save it?? u give me a death sentence le... u think i like to compare so much?? u think i feel good too??let me tell u.. NO,i'm not!!!!!cos jus one point he win me all e way le , HE'S A GUY AND I'M NOT!!!! wat else wat i compare then?? no matter how i compare i still cant change the fact tat i'm a gal lor!!!!
loving me make u so miserable make u feel so not worth it then choose ur own way to go ba...jus tell me n i wont disturb u anymore...if tis is wat u wan...............................................................................
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
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