Friday, September 30, 2005
[ you never know how i actually feel.. how much i wanted to be.. yet how much i cant be.. a relationship is not just about loving.. we have to be suitable too..why am i not the one? i really need to change ma?]
being with u for so long... 2years going to 3 le ba... tis is the first time i can see ur reaction towards a guy... i dunno wat i feel is rite or wrong... but i jus dun wanna ask u anything in order not to stress u or quarrel with u... so i keep quiet... not tat i dun dare to ask , not i dun bother... is jus i wan to know from u... i know when is time to say u'll tell me ba... ur feelings is with me or not i reli dunno it at all... i can feel it.. but i scare wat i feel is wrong... totally wrong... being together with u i feel happy... but i didnt knew if u're happy too... i hope one day u'll tell me the truth abt ur own feelings...
is been a long time we never reli had a nice talk heart to heart together le... mayb u dun haf the mood?? or i dun even wan to say anything?? no one knows...
wat i can console u is... do wat u think is rite.... if u reli feel so miserable... then change for him ba... i know is hard for u to change but.... u got to do smth in order both get hurts in the end ya... u knoe ur own character most well... wat type of gal u wan to be in future... the decision is urs....
i see wat u type.. been thinking should i keep quiet n dun ask u anything?? or jus act blur as if i dunno anything... but so sorry i cant... i cant see my love one being sad n i jus dun do anything... so i hope u reli can treAT me as ur close friends to talk to me too.... i can be ur listening ear too... jus like the past.... i'm still the same old me... even i feel sad so wat?? i'm facing the fact... cos i know i'll never be able to give u a heart warm family no matter wat happens... so i hope i can help my love one to find her happiness too....
baby... i'm here... i'm always here... dun treat me like an invisiable person... u can share ur burden with me too... give me the chance to do watever things tat i can do for you...
`heavenlove always stay in our hearts'
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